Thursday, July 30, 2009

salvati0n



In one evening, in a little room, there sitting me in front of the window pane; doing some onerous paper works. Looking outside, I just saw a dull wall. What boring scenery. I hope I could have a better view. It didn’t help me to reduce some of this tension.

Thinking of so many undone works, I started to become panic. Lab reports + philosophy’s homework + analytical chem. tutorial + group work and so many others that I couldn’t recall. It was somewhat bothersome. Nevertheless, I shouldn’t complain. This is how students’ life should be. Sometimes, I got so nervous thinking of these tangling miseries. Well, it’s quite exaggerating to say ‘miseries’ coz it’s what we call DUTIES.

Allah knows the best for us and He’ll never test us with things we’re not capable of (Just a typical reminder to ponder). It seems to be like relentless efforts. Well, move on JAnnah!!

Wednesday, July 29, 2009

2gether we strong



28 July 2009. We were having ‘makan beramai-ramai” at Bonda. It was so nice. But Shahir and Faisal weren’t there and it was quite disappointing since it would be great if everyone is there. We ate together and laughed together. Some of us was even overexcited that they laughed so hard (upon what I don’t know) till some other customers glanced us. Well, that’s normal for a bunch of young kids like us (young??) to celebrate our once-in-a-blue-moon party. The party was humble. We ate simple food but id don’t matter coz the chemistry between all of us which takes it all. After all, we’re all chemists.



Again my birthday’s been celebrated. Then ada suare kurang enak didengar berkata, “Tak aci, sem lepas dia jugak,” Well, that’s for sure. Hehehe. THAT IS SURE A JOKE… I’m so grateful for it. Actually it’s the celebration for those born in Jun, July and august. Those included me, Muna, Xera, Farah and Seha. We took some photos and we all looked so happy that night. The cake prepared for us last night was like; terrific! It tasted so damn good that I can eat another piece all at one. HaaaH, You gobbler! I really hate when it comes to giving speech. I stood up, looking penetratingly at those innocent faces and said something very typical and I bet everyone was yawning out of boredom. Huhuhu….

Cat-terrific!


I found this cat lying recklessly and precariously at a corner in HEP building. We were walking home from clinic at that time when we suddenly saw something very hilarious. I laughed so hard when I saw the cat snoring in that way. It was so human. She slept so0o0o soundly with those two back calves pointing out care freely, like us, human lying on the bed. The presence of that eccentric feline (for her freestyle) had got our attention. When we drew nearer, she didn’t even feel intimidated that much. I was about to touch her but suddenly Dzilal cried, “Don’t touch it!” I was kind of puzzled. What’s wrong? I love cat. They’re cute what. She didn’t mind when I stroke her fur (actually I just poke it with my finger). We were so delighted to see such an elusive discovery. It was so rare. Y0u can’t see this everyday unless you’re so common with oddities. The cat was 'alone' and since she has nobody to play with, she went to sleep (my mere postulate) and thanks to us, the cat was quite happy when we approached her.



After the photo session, we went to the bus stand with the image of that comical cat lingering in our mind until it made me chuckled. Cats are adorable and fun to play with. They like being pampered. Whenever I approach cats, they would give me some kind of signal (if human we say gesture or fidgets) as to make me pat and stroke them more. Actually cats are marvelous creatures. But the one we’re raising now is so nasty. He won’t take bath. Whenever we walk passing the bathroom (even when we have no intention of bathing him), he’ll immediately roar “Meow, Meow!”, telling us that he’s so scared of water (that annoys me much). Just imagine how smelly the cat is. It was disgusting. Burgh!!

Saturday, July 25, 2009

Huhuhu, terharunya saya!

Tadi, time makan kat Blok A, aku dikejutkan dengan kehadiran Cik Mah ngan DJ. Di tgn Cik Mah a.k.a Shima ada sebuah kotak. Nampak macam kek. Bila dibuka ternampaklah cupcakes yang sungguh comel. Wah, cantik sungguh. Tak sangka diorang sanggup berhabis wang semata2 nak celebrate besday aku. Thanks guys! Nilah rupa cupcakes yang dimaksudkan tadi. Comel bebenor.



Kitorang pun ape lagi, ambik gambar la. Posing sepuas hati. Si Shima plak tanpa segan silu melakukan aksi suap-menyuap dengan aku. Aku macam layan je lah. Si Dzilal pulak senyap jer. Fikir pe entah. Nilah rupa si Dzilal yang termenung jauh (yang kat sebelah dia tu pun pe kurangnya). Hahaha, mesti dia naik hangin bace part ni. Soweeee...



Dala aku baru habis makan nasi goreng cili api yang memang pedas giler. Kena plak sumbat cupcake sampai habis. Namun dengan bantuan rakan2 dapat juga kami habiskan (part aku ada lagi lam kotak tu rasanya). Hahaha, yang paling tak ku sangka, DJ pun ade skali. The atmosphere was so nice! I love it.



Dalam pada kami sedang menjamu selera, aku terima satu panggilan dari anonymous. Rupa2nya si Najwa yang call. "Sori aku lambat wish, Happy Belated Birthday," Aku pun marah2 kat dia, nape lambat wish (eh, mana ada....). Katanya tengah study utk oncoming exam. Hmm, dapat agak ah. Budak medic memang kena struggle gile2. Aku pun bertambahlah terharu ngan ingatan kawan aku sorang nih tentang birthday aku (pesal la ramai sgt ingat besday aku, makin tua ade ler).



Tapi aku paling tak sangka adik2 aku pun ingat besday aku. Din siap bagi hadiah top-up lagi. Hahaha, gumbira rasa hati. Hadiah tak berapa penting sebenarnya. Cuma ingatan tulus ikhlas tu yang penting. Ma ngan abah pun tak lupa besday aku. Aku mintak hadiah Kelisa. Hahahaha! Ayah aku bagi je (kalu da lulus lesen la). Wuhuhu.


List of those people I really-really wanna express my gratitude to:

-Ma
-abah
-Miey
-Din
-Rah
-Dzilal
-Farah
-Shima
-Atin rumet Islamabad
-Nadia
-Najwa
-Moh
-Ema
-Nisah
-Munirah Mesir
-Furah rep
-DJ

Aku tetap bersyukur sebab ada famili, rakan2 wa sohabat yg masih menghargai diri ini...

May ALLAH bless all of us with peace and heath, AMEEEN,,,,

Friday, July 24, 2009

So0o0o0o0o0o0o Old



People would usually feel happy on their birthday. But for me, I feel so gloomy. It makes me older. I'm no longer a teenager. Wuwuwuwu, that's so saddening. Oh my God, help me comprehend this cruel truth.

Just now, in Halaqah class, I was quite stupefied upon what have been uttered by our ustazah. She was talking about the students who always go home during weekend and how they wish to change the ‘jadual’ (we say schedule). She asked us, has anyone in the class ever slept as late as at 2.00 a.m. just to study. Most of us replied in a disappointing way.

Well, she advised that we should sleep late up to 3 a.m. (common for students). But that sounds quite absurd for most of us, rite? But for me I can stay up to 5 a.m. Hahaha! What an excellent student I am, don’t you think? Actually, why is that even possible? Because I have a BIG, BIG, BIG trouble to sleep! That’s even worse than having a nightmare. Ustazah said that we’re already in degree, so we must work harder. Going home is such a time-wasting for us (according to her-lah). Instead of going to ‘balik kampong’ she said we should stay and slog more to strive for five, yeah! Even though study is a sturdy stuff, it’s a responsibility.

I sometimes get jealous of those friends of mine who went home during weekend. Well, as for someone like me whose home is far and the fare would be so0o0o expensive, I cannot possibly go home that often. Well, I must learn to be independent . Hmm, when I took a short time to ponder, I suddenly recall on what she said last time. Her friend, who had a degree in Chemistry end up to become a vendor, selling hot fried banana (pisang goreng panas), and to me that was somewhat pathetic. It was like; what the bloody hell was that? What a waste! Hm, I’m sure that no one wishes to become one.

Tuesday, July 21, 2009

BL00dy MonDaY



A ball and stick model. I made this using what we used to call "plastersine" (is it a correct spelling?) well, anyway it's for organic chem. When I look at it back, it does look nice. With the colourful balls sticking out of the ball-like clay; it's amazing!

Saturday, July 18, 2009

La Hijaz del Gardenero a.k.a. The Gardener's Daughter

Time cuti hari tu aku ngan famili pegi kebun kat ceruk sana. Hahaha, banyak gile nyamuk! Hm, kitorang pegi pun sebab nak 'clear' kan kawasan je sebab nak 'cultivate' pepokok sayur. Aku tak tolong sangat pom. Cuma duk bertenggek je kat tepi semak, tgok adik2 aku bakar sampah. Ma ngan aboh tgh dating bawah pokok kat tempat 'explicit burning' tadi. Nak kacau rasa bersalah plak. Hahaha(takdop kaitang!) Sesekala terdengar bunyi kambing2 pak usop bersahut-sahutan dari ladang sebelah. Mula2 aku sampai, aku ingatkan tu bunyi manusia memanggil2 dari jauh, rupanya bunyi kambing di pagi hari. Hahaha, jauh beza kambing ngan manusia. Yelah, bunyi dari jauh, dibawa bayu yang sepoi2 bahasa. Hm, dengan tiupan angin pagi yang lembut, membuaiku ke alam yang sungguh menenangkan (pesal jiwang sangat ni...)

Kat sana ada alur sungai. Sejuk air dia. Adik aku yg kecik tu cakap "Kak nor, jom mandi!" sambil lompat2 dalam air. "Dik Mat, jangan lompat, basah kaknor kekgi," Aku mencubit telinganya. Tanpa segan silu dia terus terjun lam air yang cuma paras buku lali tu. Aku ngan adikku sorang lagi cuma mmerhati dengan tenang. Mulanya ingatkan ada air terjun macam kat Sekayu, tapi last2 anak sungai je. Kalu tak bleh aku join skali main air. Hm, teringat masa zaman kecik2 aku dulu mandi sungai kat Kampung Pulai Manis. Tok aku cakap ada buaya. Tapi macam tak cayer je. Sebab kalau ye, takkan dia ajak aku ngan abang aku sekali ngan sepupu aku mandi sungai. Tak logik, tak logik..

Ni plak adik aku yg form 5 tu. Sempat lagi ber'jiwang' kat tengah2 hutan belantara sambil telinga bersumbat earphone Sony Ericcson dia tu. Hmm, mesti tgh pikir pasal makwe dia. Bukannya nak tolong ma ngan aboh tebas2 pokok. Adik aku ni suka sangat melukis. Hari2 kerja dia melukis je. Sampai aboh aku cakap "Dia ingat SPM ada paper lukisan je agoknya," Kadang2 aku setuju gak ngan ayah aku. Memang dia ni 'pelik' dan degil skit tapi kreatif orangnya. Lukis gambar ape2 pun, mesti nampak 'real'. Well, tengoklah adik sape kan? Hehe.

A story to share




What happened to me last time....




Last night was a hideous night. We were almost missed our bus. It was the umpteenth time for such a thing to happen. Maybe people are way too tired to listen to the same repeating story.




We were supposed to be at Terminal 2 before 9.30 pm. After performing solat Maghrib, we set off at 8 pm to Batang Benar. Kinah gave us the lift. We immediately bought tickets to Seremban. Unfortunately, for being way too elated to go home, we misled our way. We took the train to KL Central instead of to Seremban. It was lucky enough for us when one of us realized that before we got any further.








At KTM Bangi we alighted. Then we waited for another train to Seremban. It was 8.15 pm at that time. I saw the board which read “SEREMBAN; 2034”. Are we going to make it to Seremban before 9.30? The three of us were so worried. We said to ourselves that we were going to get there in time. I suggested that we should take a cab for we were running out of time. 




To make things worse, the train had again been delayed, to 2054! We were so tense. Then, we climb the viaduct to get to other side to get a cab. Unluckily, the guard didn’t let us pass because our tickets were not valid through the gate.











Then, we talked to the officer there. We begged him to let us pass. He said that we couldn’t even make it there before 9.30 because of the distance between Bangi and Seremban is not just a stone throw. It would probably take 1 hour. 1 hour? Hearing that, my heart beat mush faster than ever. The officer finally made a phone call. Then he said the train would be arriving soon. Once again, we climbed the viaduct to see the train was on her way towards us. It was onerous to carry those bags while running down the way. I ran as fast as I could to catch the train. After getting into it, we were quite relieved but not that much.




I glanced to my wristwatch and it was 9.15 pm. We were staggered. There were several stations before it would take us to Seremban; Batang Benar, Labu, Paroi and then only would be Seremban. I was impatient. With the burdensome bag I was carrying, I stood restlessly while the train was traversing those stations. We reached Seremban only at 9.40 pm. Oh my God! The bus must’ve left already. We rushed out of the station and headed directly towards a taxi. “Pakcik, bawak kitorang ke Terminal 2!” I urged the driver.




When we reached at Terminal 2 (the place was new to us), I ran towards a guard. Barely breathed, I asked him where the counter is. He seemed to be puzzled to see us in such a mess. He then asked “Why? What happen?” Farah and I were truly mad with him. He just needs to answer the question, not questioning us back. I insisted on asking him and then only he said it was at the first floor. First floor? I hurried to the escalator. We ran like idiots while clinging to those heavy bags to get to the counter. Gasping for air, I asked the woman at the counter to call the driver to wait for us. She was reluctant at first but I begged her, saying there happened to be a big ‘accident’ just now. We meant the mistake of taking the wrong train to be an accident, not referring to a true accident like a car crash for instance. I guess for that particular reason she pitied us.




She made a phone call. At first she dialed the wrong number. I was really anxious. Then she told us to go to Paroi Mobil Mart as the bus was waiting for us there. Phew, that’s a relief! I ingested and digested the piece of very crucial information before taking another relentless running down the first floor and heading towards the waiting car. I almost left Farah behind as I ran way too fast and furious. She shouted “Jannah, tunggu aku!”. She followed my pace and sprint as well as to catch me up. I speeded instinctively towards the car without thinking about those weird glances.







There, Dzilal was waiting for us with the driver. I shouted as to make it clear “Mobil Paroi!!” I repeated the same thing several times as to make the driver more alert. I jumped into the seat. The car accelerated down the hill, leaving the silent and spooky terminal.




The driver drove us to the place. We were afraid that the bus wouldn’t wait for us as the road was packed with cars and buses. I prayed to Allah to ease our way. Thank God, we reached 10 minutes after that to see a bus waiting aside the road. We were so relieved for at last we made it into the bus. I jumped into my seat with my heavy bags on my tight. The ordeal had finally come to an end. I shut my eyes and gone into a dreamless sleep.







There are some lessons that I can take from that incident. First, we shouldn’t be too happy upon anything as it would turn out to be bad. Second, we must not be too careless nor too relax. Third, we should be there as early as possible. We’d free time that evening and it was utterly possible to be there on time if we had set off before 7. Huh, all we had only endless predicaments. But those things are actually to make us more matured in doing things and wise in making decisions.



Life is always like that. There would be times when we had to face such unimaginable thing. It is something inevitable. Thinking of the situation back, I feel like laughing. It was actually hilarious to imagine how panic we were at that moment. Well, anyone would feel the same if they are in such nerve-wrecking circumstance. Now I’m happy to be home safely. There will be two more days before I’ve to go back to Nilai.

Hmm.. stupid mistakes

It's Saturday Morning!

Thursday, July 16, 2009

Adik Saya


This is my lil bro. He's really cute. He likes 2 pamper that little cat. Actually the cat is old enough. This creature is cute at first but then he'd gone through some stupid bickering with other cats from other clan, causing him to be severely injured.
My other bro said maybe other cats got jealous of the cat since we raise and feed him. Hm, I don't know what 2 say coz I don't like the cat that much. He's so stinky and disgusting! Urgh! Not to mention how horrible the effects are when the furs disperse into the breathing air I took make breath in. The effect is way too revolting to recall. The only lesson I've gotten from raising a cat is that I'm so allergic to cats' furs...

Wednesday, July 15, 2009

Cinemaniac

harry potter banner Pictures, Images and Photos

(It might sound a little childish, but let it be) This is the most anticipated movie this year. I've been waiting for this 6th sequel of Harry Potter coz I'm his biggest fan! All of its five sequels are damn gOod. I bet this is gonnna be just magnifique. Hope I can watch this soon.

harry potter Pictures, Images and Photos

Analytical chemistry, anyOne??

Tomorrow we'll be starting lab 4 this semester. I don't know what others might say but s 4 me, I have different point of view. It's onerous! Well, it's still compulsory for me though. While I'll be struggling in finishing lab reports on time, there will be more things oncoming. Still, I need to face'em.



For me, analytic. chem is something to do about measuring & calculating, and they are somewhat tough. Yeah, I'm not that good in Math so all I've to do is 2 work more on it. People say if you perceive things in a different point of view, it may then turn to be something very good. That's why we ought 2 think damn positively 2 face the ordeals ahead. BAsSYaaH!

InSomnIa???

Insomnia Pictures, Images and Photos
I end my study at aproxx. 12 pm. But I can't sleep at all! Argh, that's really bothersome. Hm, well I went surfing but still I don't feel even a tinge of sleepy. That's weird. It was somewhat a relief that I can focus in organic class. Haaa!!

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