Monday, November 30, 2009

BAHAYA PENYAKIT TROPIKA

Pagi itu aku bangun dengan kepala yang berdenyut-denyut. Rasa sejuk semacam. “AchooOO!” Aku terbersin. Aduh, gatalnya hidung. Kucapai sekotak tisu premier lalu menenyeh2 hidung yang gatal amat. Belum sempat hilang rasa gatal hidung, sekali lagi aku bersin. “AchoOOOOO!!!!” Kali ini lebih kuat sehingga ayahku terdengar bunyi tersebut. “Kakno makan menda sapa bersin teruk ngak ni?” Abah bertanya. “Makan budu kot,” Abahku buat muka seposen. “Dah tau ada resdung jangan la makan budu. Petai pun tak bleh sebenarnya,” Apa??? Petai pun? Wuwuwu, sedihnya. Aku terus berlalu memikirkan nasib yang menimpa diri ini. Bangun tidur je, hidung aku mula gatal2, disertai dengan bersin. Berair mata and rasa gatal2 dalam mouth cavity. Tak tahan! Tula, padan muka. Sapa suruh gatal tangan sentuh budu. Da tau ada masalah resdung tapi tok sey ikut pantang larang. WUWU…
Antara pantang larang utama:
1) Budu
2) Petai
3) Ikan ayer @ tongkol
4) Udang
5) Lada
6) Coklat
7) Cencalok
8) Sotong
9) Ketam
10) Kopi
Yang paling menyedihkan ialah aku tak boleh minum kopi. Kalau tak, free2 je kena migraine.

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

TITLE : CEMAS~

Wooooo.... Hari ni bangun awal menuju ke akademi memandu nilai dengan semangat yang berbakul-bakul dan perasaan nervous yang menebal, setebal buku organic chem. Banyak giler manusia bertebaran di sana. Aku berjalan dengan muka tak bersalah ke arah kaunter lau berjumpa dengan kakak yang macam chinese-mix. "Buat lesen D ke dik? Ulangan ke first time?" Aku menjawab dengan tenang, "First time," Lalu ku disuruh ke bilik kuliah 4. Wow, sekali lagi aku mengucap panjang. Ramainya orang. Ingatkan aku je yang de test JPJ hari ni (bajet betul). Then aku duduk lalu meninjau2, kot2 nampak le 2-3 wajah yang dikenali. Hm, ramai gak bebudak USIM yang ada skali. Berdebar giler. Aku betul2 takut tak lulus a.k.a fail lalu aku terpaksa repeat after break. Woo, it's gonna be a real pain. I don't wanna repeat. Not only my money will be wasted but my time would also be burnt just to come all the way to AMN.

Gulp, harap-harap aku lulus ah test JPJ nie.... 


Argh, sakit perut. Dah le tak sarap. Minum air pun langh..sung tak. Aku kalau nervous jangan harap nak sentuh paper. Tak larat nak layan sakit perut dek dupdap dupdap. Pahtu akak tu panggil "Nor Jannah? Hm, nama awak takdela..." Haaaaah!!!??! What da heck? "Ye ker cik, saya da daftar. 4 minggu lepas," Akak tu terus mencari. Cari punya cari punya cari, tak jumpa2. Argh, ape ni?? Masalah betul. "Erm, cam ni la dik. Pegi pejabat jumpa Yati cakap nama takde. Nanti dia akan bagi nombor," Urgh, do I have to return? Cuaca dala panas-nas. Sampai berpeluh. Phuh, sabar je la. Lepas dapat nombor 35, aku menuju ke pondok JPJ lalu register. Nervous dawg. Tengok wajah2 pegawai JPJ yang seakan bengis. Woooo~~ Creepy. Aku beratur. Nampak la beberapa calon yang berundur time bukit.OMG! I'm scared. Tapi aku lega dah bila semuanya dah berakhir. Lega.... Tak tau nak cakap apa. AKu lulus kot. Wow, thanks to Allah. It finally ended.

p/s: pada hari yang sama, berlaku accident yang membabitkan foreigner student AMN. memang ngeri, berdarah-darah oh. seram!

Oit, tepi sikit! Aku ngah test JPJ ni woi!

Saturday, November 14, 2009

kala hujan turun


Pertama kali drive dalam hujan. Dan pertama kali dapat cikgu perempuan. Satu-satunya cikgu perempuan kat driving school. The only woman, la uniqa mujer. Jalan sungguh licin. Then bila aku pecut sikit dah kena 'sound' kaw kaw punyaaaa~



"Dia tu tak pandai lagi dah nak bawak laju-laju. Pelan sikit!" Pedas bercili betul sindiran itu. Hahaha. That really is my fault. Memang kena hentam cukup-cukup hari ni. Mana taknya, 3 minggu (diulangi 3 MINGGU!!) saya dah tak pegang steering, cikgu. No wonder la. 



Hm....


She seemed to look down on me. I don't like it. Yes, driving is something fun but sometimes it gets so vexing. Whenever you get it wrong and drive recklessly you shall be scolded. Something unpleasant to be faced.

Thursday, November 12, 2009

what to do


Final examination is finally finished. Wah, I'm very very much happy and so do my other friends. Most of them had already been at home. But for me, I have to stay and suffer the boredom. There is not much thing left to do. Hm, only this Saturday evening I shall spend my time driving at AMN. There are 4 more hours before taking JPJ test. I could feel the shiver on my spine. My little bro is gonna sit for SPM this Wednesday. I really hope he'll manage to get good result coz it's for his own sake. I really miss my home. There really is no place like home. Even though there is not much things to do at home, but the feeling of belonging to the home is something awesome. Wow, am I being poetic right now? Sort of I think. My laptop has been very grumpy lately.He seems to be like blurred. I'm upset with this thing. Maybe I need to go for some service. SOmetImes it liKes to go under a deep sLumber that eVen I triEd to p0ke him, he remained the way it is. Hahahah. I'm so bored. Nothing to do. The only things that we did was studying, again and again. I hope I can go home, take some fresh air and spend valuable time with my family. Yeah. Maybe we'll go out to the beach and had a picnic. Then, I'll drive the car around the neighbourhood. Wow, it's gonna rocks!

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

sleepwalking

I was taken aback upon what my friend had said to me. She said that one night when she was sleeping, she saw me suddenly getting up from the bad and saying things, like I was giving some kind of speech. She said it was together with the fidgets and gestures, with my hands moving up and down.

Then, I suddenly turned to sleep. Wow, I was speechless! It was so disturbing. Actually it is not the first time.Last year my roommate also detected the peculiarity of my sleeping habit. I tend to be under the consciousness and do something weird like mumbling to myself or do weird gestures. I even had the experience of counting the numbers during my sleeping. “One, two, three…four, five,” My friends said it was so funny and weird. 

But it is not funny though. It is something harmful. What if it happens someday that I tend to suddenly get up out of my bed and maybe harm someone in the sense that I don’t realize what am I doing? That’s something very dreadful to think of. I actually came across an article regarding sleeping disorders like insomnia and sleepwalking. In fact I myself am having the hard time to bring myself to sleep. It really sucks. Maybe that’s the reason why I did such quirky acts during sleeping. 

My mind was not really at rest. It keeps ‘spinning’ even when I’m sleeping. I don’t know why. It’s hard to explain. I’m scared. I can potentially harm others while sleeping. The article puts me in nervousness when I read that there was a case when a woman had nearly killed her mom in her sleep. She clearly said that she didn’t remember anything and suddenly people say that she had strangled her mother. It was something so unnerving. People seem to sleepwalk or seep-talk due to the chaotic mind. 

For me myself, I really think that I cannot stop thinking about things around me, about my works, my life and what so ever comes across my mind. It’s inevitable. That’s why I find it hard to sleep in such a condition. Well, it seems like I’m having trouble in organizing my line of thoughts and my brain-functioning. Wow, it sounds ‘dangerous’. 



Am I a brain-maniac? Or a psycho? Psychic? Or just a little person troubled with so many problems till the sleep time is adversely affected? Hum, I’m much more content with the later one.

Sunday, November 08, 2009

there are only 2 more papers left. phew...


Ada dua je lagi paper exam yakni Analytical Chemistry and also Creative thinking. wow, i'm so eager to finish all up. hihihi. it's gonna be a huge relief. pun bagaimana walau ku kena stay sampai 17 hb 11. ada lagi test yang lagi neves. huhuhu....Skang ni aku ngah stadi bagai nak rak je la di kediaman acacia avenue yang indah ni. Harap2 segalanya akan bertambah baik. Cuaca macam tak menentu, kejap hujan, kejap panas. Semamalam hujan renyai2 time aku terlena masa stadi. Terus bangun and tutup tingkap. Sejuk....

Tak tau la. Sejak dua menjak ni aku mudah je ngantuk. Stadi sikit je. Ngantuk je lebih. Entah nape la. Nak kata makan banyak tak jugak. Asal tengok katil je mata terus layu. Grr, geram nggoh.

Friday, November 06, 2009

wow, susahnya ethics!!



Hiarghhhhh!!!




Tadi exam ethics of science & technology. masa 2 jam sahaja dan soalan banyak giler.....! satu dewan kecoh time pengawas kata masa 2 jam. kitorang tak puas hati lalu pengawas call prof che zaini. iya2 je, memang masa 2 jam la. Waaa! Aku meraung. Macam mana nak jawab? Banyak kena tulis ni. Hm, sabar je la. 2 jam aku duk memerah otaks ku. Last2, 2 jam yg menyeksakan berlalu tanpa sedar. Phuh, da siap pun last paper 4 this week. I'm glad I did it. Yieha! Now, struggle 4 next 2 papers; Analytical Chemistry and Creative Thinking.

Tuesday, November 03, 2009

a full week


Esok exam organik. still i'm here playing around to ease the tension. yes, indeed. it's so tensed. so many things to be done. this week is gonna be a very packed, packed, packed with things. exams are flooding. aargh, can i handle it?? even now at the cc only some people are online. hohhh, how this world turns us all around.i'm a bit disturbed with tomorrow's paper. oh God, help me going through this pain. i hope my anguish will end soon. why do i call it anguish? coz it's a mere hardship to study so many things. however it's gonna be so good if i achieve good result. yes, i'm gonna make it. god willing.

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