Sunday, January 30, 2011

Oh Tidak! Ade orang menyamar kat Chatbox aku!

Kepada sapa-sapa yang dah baca chatbox aku yang dah macam dewan debat peringkat kebangsaan tu, sila ambil perhatian bahawa aku TIDAK PERNAH menggunakan perkataan sebegitu kasar. Aku rase orang yang menyamar tu memang sengaja nak tabur fitnah dan mengenakan aku. Kenapa? Hanya kerana secebis nasihat yang kuberi kepada seorang blogger feymes tanpa ada langsung rasa dengki apatah lagi unsur benci. Aku menasihati atas dasar seorang manusia seagama dengannya. Yang menyamar tu pulak bukan tuan punya blog, tapi orang lain yang tak ade kena mengena pun dengan blogger tu. Sabar je lah. 

Maka di sini, aku bersumpah dengan nama Allah, aku tak pernah kata kat sapa-sapa macam tu. Kepada sesiapa yang berniat melaga-lagakan aku dengan pihak yang tertentu, insaflah. Orang yang mengadu domba dan yang menabur fitnah akan terima azab pedih dari Allah s.w.t. dan aku sebagai orang yang teraniaya, memohon agar Allah mengenakan balasan yang setimpal kepada orang-orang yang cuba melaga-lagakan kami saudara sesama Islam ini. Ingatlah, azab Allah sangatlah pedih!!!








p/s: inilah 'balasan' kepada orang yang cuba menasihati orang lain. Bagai melepaskan anjing yang tersepit. Betul apa dikata orang, sesungguhnya dakwah ke jalan Allah sangatlah mencabar dan pahit....

p/s/s: untuk mengelakkan kecelaruan dan salah faham (dan untuk mengelakkan pertengkaran ini berlarutan), aku mengambil langkah bijak dengan men-delete chatbox aku. Ya Allah, tunjukkanlah balasan-Mu yang setimpal kepada orang yang menganiayai hamba-Mu ini. Ameen~ 

Saturday, January 29, 2011

What would you do to earn RM20 in ONE hour?

Jumaat lepas sebelum balik kampung, kitorang ada kelas tuto Entrepreneurship. Yang paling tak disangka-sangka dek kami semua, Puan Nur Adilah bagi assignment yang sangat mengejutkan.

"I want you to form groups of ten and find 20 pieces of RM1 notes for each group. Do this in one hour,"

What???! It was so shocking. We were baffled and astonished.  Macam mana nak cari doploh ringgit in one hours? Dah la kitorang tak ade pape pun nak jual.

Then she said, "You may beg from lecturers, or sing to get the RM20, just do anything to get that amount. It is not necessarily by selling," Sing to get RM20? Argh, me and my group members were shocked. We were like at our wits' end. When we were struggling for ideas, I saw a group bringing a bunch of newspapers and I guess they were gonna sell them for that RM20. Wah, what a brilliant idea they got for themselves!

"Alamak, nak jual ape ni?"

Aku mengomel.

"Kita jual brooch nak? Sorang satu."

A friend kindly gave an opinion.

"Ala, mana boleh! Brooch ni lebih dari RM2 tau?(sambil usap2 brooch dia)"

Another friend replied and sounded like hey-ini-kerongsang-aku-punya-mana-boleh-jual-jual!

"Dah tu, takkan nak mengemis pulak. Malu dow...!"

Then we had to make a quick decision; BEGGING. We first went to our lecturer's room and explained to her panjang lebar that we had to do this assignment and we had to muster RM20 in one hour blablablabla. And there we got RM6 notes in 6 pieces. Yabedabedu!

We were pretty lucky. I thought we had succeeded in making puppy faces and begged for the money. Haha. At first we said that we wanted to borrow (wey, brazen gile muka wey, muka tebal wey, nak mintak pinjam duit je pun tapi muka kena kasi tebal-tebal wey, macam kamus Longman weyh). But at the end, our lecturer just gave the money away for FREE. Thank you Allah! May Allah bless our lecturer.

We got our next money also from a lecturer and that left us with RM16. Wow, RM16 just by begging lol! Then we went to the cafe to see several students thronging the nugget stall. There I inhaled deeply when I saw Ema was helping the "makcik nuget" to sell her nugget. Wah, semangat gile budak-budak ni! Doploh hinggit punya pasal.

Right after seeing their persevering acts, we went looking around for jobs. We were reaaaally fortunate to see the koop had just open! Then all eleven of us went into the store (with anticipation) to ask for jobs and we even had to ask for remuneration with those brazen faces! Wah, I bet the brother must've said "Ish, tak malu betul budak-budak ni. Nasib baik muka cam innocent je belaka," Holy crap, innocent-kah? Desperate ade la.

There, we had to rearrange the books and goodies. Also, we need to sweep the floor. I even had to lift the heavy boxes to the right place (lift apanya kalau stakat heret ngan kaki je. ngeh-ngeh). Wah, I was panting in exhaustion! So letih babe. Kemas punya kemas sampai bersih licin kedai tu. Brader tu nampak bahagia gile (sengih-sengih je duk kat kaunter tuh) dapat housekeeping untuk kedai dia dengan bayaran murah. Thanks brader for leaving us with those chores we got paid for. Yeah!





























Tu lah dia, our chaotic story before balik kampung for sem break.
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That's all for now. Thanks for reading this. Peace!

p/s: dialog adalah rekaan semata-mata. tidak ade kena mengena ngan sape2 pun. saje je nak buat komik sket. sorry if those pics hurt anybody. I just tried to joke around, not taking a jack out of someone. 



Thursday, January 27, 2011

Happy Birthday Oppa!

Today is his birthday but I don't realize until he himself gave me a phone call. Haha. I forgot LOL! So anyway to my brother, Abang Mie, happy 25th birthday, may Allah bless you...


*dialog adalah imaginasi dan rekaan pengarang semata-mata*

Tuesday, January 25, 2011

inconsolable

I'm very sad and inconsolable now. 
I just prefer to be alone.





hmpppffft!!!


I'm kinda butthurt right now so if you mind, PLEASE STAY AWAY FROM ME!!!!

Zeolite

Pernah dengar perkataan zeolite? Tahu apakah itu zeolites? Apa gunanya? Apa rupanya? Ape kejadahnya kau sibuk-sibuk nak citer pasal zeolite ni? Zeolite ni binatang ke? Nama kereta ke? Name orang ke? Nama pakwe engkau ke? 

Tidak. Zeolite ni bukan sembarangan makhluk tau. It's a material very important in petroleum industry. Zeolites ni ialah one of the important filtering materials to separate impurities in crude oils. Mula-mula aku dengar zeolite, teringat pula semester lepas bila Dr Siti ajar nanotech masa chapter catalysis. Ada one statement yang cakap zeolite was being used as a catalyst in petroleum.

nah, zeolite! cantik kan? macam kristal kan? ade rasa macam
 nak buat bracelet kristal tak?

ni macam roket je aku tengok

Anyway, apa motif utama aku nak gebang pasal zeolite ni? FYI, zeolite nilah tajuk untuk thesis final year aku! Hahaha. Disebabkan supervisor kami  buat phD dia pasal zeolite nih, maka kami berdua pun dicadangkan untuk mengambil tajuk yang sama, tapi konteks berbeza. Apakah konteks itu? Ha, yang tu yang kau kena perah otak cari dalam internet! 

Sebenarnya aku sangat suka buat research pasal something yang aku boleh nampak application-nya, macam zeolite ni. Applicationnya banyak. Setakat yang aku tahu la, zeolite ini ada jugak orang guna buat sabun. Apa orang kata? Erm, organic builder dalam sabun. Ha, lebih kurang macam tulah. Tapi the most prominent app would be in filtering petroleum. 

Sebelum tu, Dr Aziz bagi tajuk lain kat aku. Bunyinya "Activated carbon from coconut shell." Bila aku dengar tajuk tue, aku macam terpinga-pinga. Apa itu activated carbon? (nada skema lol). Coconut shell aku tahu la ape. Tapi activated carbon? Hm, pelik. Coconut shell pun ada gunanya ek? Setahu aku tempurung kelapa ni org buat peribahasa jelah, "katak di bawah tempurung". Haha (tak lawak). Sebab tu aku mintak tukar buat zeolite jugak sebab lagi familiar ngan material tu. ehe~


Selama ni aku telah memandang slack pada satu makhluk Allah yang bergelar tempurung kelapa ni. Mana taknya, selama ni kita buang je menda tu kan? Tak nampak significant value pun kat situ. Paling hebat pun boleh buat starter untuk bakar sampah. 

Tapi jangan lupa, Allah Maha Besar. Setiap ciptaan-Nya ada hikmah besar yang tersembunyi, cuma menunggu kita untuk merungkaikan misteri dan hikmah itu. Tengok, tempurung kelapa yang korang sepak-sepak selama ni boleh buat bisnes tau. Activated carbon dalam tempurung  tu boleh guna sebagai molecular sieves jugak, sama macam zeolite tu sebab dua-dua adalah microporous materials yang boleh menapis bahan cecair seperti petroleum. Subhanallah, Maha Suci Allah. Penciptaan-Nya sangat hebat, sangat unik, sangat misteri.

Harap-harap by this
 weekend aku dah boleh
submit materials
 untuk buat lab works cuti nanti.
 Tak sabar nak cari literature
 review coz the
 topic is so......


Sunday, January 23, 2011

.: Hopes and Dreams :. (continued)


Before I got to give my final answer to my friends, Dr Farah entered the class to continue lectures on Electrochemistry. I was sitting there with mixed feelings and lingering thoughts as I was struggling to find the best answer.

"Do I really have to go? It's too early for me,"
Come on la, what damage will it do if you make early preparation?

"Wouldn't it be embarrassing?"
What's there to be embarrassed? You're not committing any sins, nor doing something illegal.

"Do I have to go now?"
Yes, this is the golden opportunity. Come on dude. Do this while you got a plenty of time. Now or never!

"RM55 is a bit..."
A bit what? Don't say it's expensive. I'll kill ya!


At that time, everyone was looking at the slides as if they were going to 'eat' them. No offense but it's acceptable coz that subject is quite tough, with all the calculations and estimations, formulas so on so forth. When I was having the big struggle between my rational thinkings and the thwarting emotions,  I came to a conclusion. I nudged my friend and I said this with a whispering voice,

"Aku jadi lah pergi kursus tu,"

There you go! Actually at first I got no intention, not even the tiniest and not even a tinge of interest to be in such a program. Maybe I was not ready and I felt being not prepared for such thing. I said yes because all my friends already had signed up and it was me only who didn't make up my mind yet and if I didn't say yes they would make faces at me like I'm a criminal! Sob, sob, sob. I have no courage to face the stare. Haha.



Nevertheless, I said to myself, "It's okay Jannah, just take it as a class for you to gain knowledge,"
Maybe I went to the program just because my friends asked me to, but at the same time, I got to gain new inputs, new ideas and new informations which can be applied in our daily basis.



On the first day, I thought it would be a boring seminar with boring speakers and boring modules. But the best thing about the seminar is that the speakers didn't stick too adhesively to the module given. Instead, they focused more on explanations and giving examples which I found most of them to be so effective! We laughed most of the time. It was a good way to ward off drowsiness.


All of my pre-assumptions were totally wrong. All of the ustaz who came from many places were very good in preaching. They didn't bore me at all and I was not feeling sleepy, not even once,  throughout the day. Another thing is, they spoke about the THREE-LETTERED-WORD with slow tone and polite. They didn't use the word directly. They replaced it by using much better words to explain that particular thing because it is attributed as something taboo.


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Topping it off, marriage is something fitrah (something thats fits our nature as human being) , something done by our Rasul we need to follow, something that fits with humans' life for the mutual benefits in the future, fiddunya wal akhiroh.


Everyone of us will someday have strong affection towards somebody special in your live. Everyone will feel the same. We must not deny the benevolent feeling created by
Allah between a man and a woman.

I hope I will have the chance to get married to someone who is created for me....



If Allah s.w.t wills it.


Ameen~

Istajib du'aana...


Saturday, January 22, 2011

.: Hopes and Dreams :.

Last week, when I was sitting there in the front row of the class, talking to one of my friends about the seminar, I heard a loud noise behind the class. Then the silent unspoken words were lingering in my mind,


"What's the commotion? What were they up to?"

From what I heard, it seemed like they were so engrossed talking about something which sounded quite important. Well, I was so curious to know it but before I could stand up, I heard one of my friends' voice shouting from the loud and mad discussion,


''Jannah, jom pegi kursus kahwin!"

She shouted as if I was miles away lol. I just smiled and then these things went to strike my chaotic brain "What the heck? Kursus kahwin?" I was blurred. Deep inside, my heart whispered, what's the rush? 

For me, those who attend such program are only a step away from wedlock. They may have had plans of getting married soon. As for me and I believe for most of my friends, it would be at least a year to come for us to be in such thing called matrimony coz we all know that we are still studying.

 But then again, who knows Allah will find you your soul mate sooner than you would have thought? Wallahuallam..... Nobody knows.


They said it would only be a two-day
program and it costs only RM55. 
Furthermore, the certificate is legitimate till you die!
Holy crap! (something that sounds somewhat rude people my spit
to express extreme shock and surprise, I tell you what it wasn't me)

Coming back to the question uttered by my friend, I gave them a depressed face while saying this, "Urm, tak nak la. Aku sibuk la," A very stupid answer because everybody knows that aint nobody would be such a busy bee on weekends. Even all matters on the seminar must be settled during weekdays.

That was the moment when my friend said "Ala, hujung minggu mu nak pegi kampus jugak ke?" while frowning at me. You already know the answer right? Hehe. I saw my other friends making faces like they were just about to burst and say "Jom la pegi ramai-ramai baru best...". Or were you guys thinking of something else haaah...?!

 Well, I was just making excuses coz I didn't feel like going to such
 program. It'd never crossed my mind. 
Never! Not in this moment!

I felt so ambivalent. If I didn't go then I will stay by my own since almost everybody including my lovely house mates were signing up like it was a very important event everyone must go! But Jannah if you go, it won't damage you la. Come on, babe. Chill.  

Well, a decision just has to be made to make everybody happy.
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..to be continued...


Wednesday, January 19, 2011

five minus two

hai!

actually i wanna share something.

 urm, today, after the class of disposal technique, we went to meet dr farah to discuss about the elimination. hah! elimination? yes, elimination!!! (oops, redundant-nya ai!)

okay scratch that. urm, actually, at fst, we just got a new lecturer in. he is dr aziz. dr aziz? yes, bukan aaron aziz eh? clearly it is a man. so, obviously he would be having students under his supervision for thesis. well, since there were 5 students under dr farah, dr farah decided to eliminate 2 of us to be under dr aziz's supervision.  elimination!

so just now, it's been decided that xera and dzilal should be eliminated. hah! then i asked xera whether she is ok with that elimination (haha, padahal aku yang nak dengan dr aziz tuh, hihi). then xera thought that she is so into the thesis title she already got and she decided to stick with that, so she gave in. she wanted to stay with dr farah and exchange with me (actually i want to be under dr aziz coz i was kind of wanting to have the same supervisor with my roommate) ehhe!

then, we went to bahagian keselamatan to pay saman. there,we made rayuan with the woman officer. wah, luckily, the somewhat-pay-through-your-nose saman of rm50 had plummeted to rm15. yes! yes! if not, it would be pitiful and painful to pay for that rm50. 

haha...

Sunday, January 16, 2011

mind in havoc

AMARAN!

Jangan dekat2.
Don't you dare to joust with me...





apa tengok-tengok?!! (cranky)



Thursday, January 13, 2011

An Overview


So far, I found Industrial Chemistry 1 to be somewhat interesting because it deals with the processes in chemical industry. The course revolves around all the chemical products we all use in our daily life like soaps, detergent, perfumes (I like this one), paints, so on so forth (I can't remember all dude...).

Electrochemistry. Phew (exhaling deeply), I found myself to be quite stupefied, petrified, TERRIFIED when I saw this course on my account on ewadi when I registered for this 6th semester. *Sigh*.

When I was in Sementoji (my secondary school la to be exact), I really despise this subject. I had always slept in the Chemistry class, especially when the teacher (I forgot her name LOL) taught about the electrochemistry part. I don't even seem to remember my teacher's name! See how terrible I was?

Actually, this behaviour of mine really sucks! You cannot be picky when it comes to study. As long as it is called knowledge a.k.a ilmu pengetahuan yang berguna, you ought to learn it coz if Allah wills it, you'll earn something good later on.  As for this semester, I'll do my best in this course (actually you are learning the same thing again and again and over again  sampai kau boleh termuntah darah, daging seme dah). Itulah dia...

Hm, well, for thesis, I got Dr Farah as my supervisor. She majored in Inorganic chemistry (which had violently thrown me  into endless bafflement and a frantic shock coz we at first thought she majored in Organic lol). A big laugh for me. Hahahaha (funny crap!)

And of course I got topic for my thesis inorganically. Well, it doesn't matter because the title was somewhat intriguing (I call it intriguing due to the mystery it holds, ehhe). 

 Synthesis and FTIR spectroscopic method of
 endomethacin crystal form 


Does that sound intriguing enough? Dare to take my thesis title? (sighing while making stupid arrogant scowling face.....) I challenge you right now, right this moment. Right now! No one? Huh....I knew it!

 Haha, scratch that madness, will you?

I'll try my best for this. Azam baru ni. Jangan celen-celen aku deh?

p/s: Frankly speaking, I really have no clue on what it is all about. A total blur. Still I have a plenty of time to solve the mystery and put the lost pieces of puzzle into its place. Ship ahoy, Jannah! (Yeah, whatever).

Menulis sambil tersengguk-sengguk cam nak tidur....

Tuesday, January 11, 2011

11.1.11

Wah, another beautiful date! Well, today I did nothing, except for being such a delinquent. Why delinquent? Coz I went to have lunch instead of going to the class at 12 noon today.  Ha ha ha (laughing madly)


what's there to laugh you little rascal!


FYI, I didn't have anything to write about since I'm in the middle of some kind of congested moments. Why have I said congested? Hurm, well you see, there are so many things to take care of and that's why I'm kind of busy lately.
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takde pe nak kate so chow dululah yer? 


Friday, January 07, 2011

hectic + restlessness

assalamualaikum...


Semester 6 sudah pun bermula. Maka bermulalah segala
macam jenis kesibukan yang sedang
dan bakal aku hadapi sebagai pelajar kimia industri.
 Semester 6 juga menuntut aku untuk menjadi lebih kuat dan
 kental demi menguruskan sebuah seminar
 iaitu Seminar IChemTech yang pertama kalinya bakal
 berlangsung di USIM. It's gonna be real pain!

Semoga Allah mempermudahkan urusan
 kita semua (terutamanya kepada teman-teman
seperjuangan yang akan sama-sama gerak
 gempur untuk seminar nie).

La Takhof Wa La Tahzan, Inna Allahu Ma'ana...


That's all. Just trying to loosen the tight screw in  my brain.

Wednesday, January 05, 2011

Shop till you drop

Yeah.... that's how ladies shop dude. Though I bought only a pair of shoes and some hair bands there, still the roaming at the shopping complex is tiring enough to give me bloated thigh and swollen feet. Nevertheless, I'm happy to go out with my friends. It's good to hang around just like that.



It seems like we made decision to go to Melaka at first but em, due to some unavoidable reasons, we went to Mid instead.  All the seven of us were hanging out together like true housemates/classmates/coursemates. Wow, it was like a truly lovely bunch of happy tree friends hanging around!




I experienced teppanyaki for the first time. There were so many choices to be made and I was like "waah, nak pilih yang mana satu nie?nak pilih yang manu satu nie?" After all the thinking and discussing and also asking Ira on which one is good, I chose set pari.  I tell you what, it was damn delicious! (oops, sorry for using the word damn here, I mean it was frigging delicious or something like that la, didn't mean to be rude maaa ..)














Teppanyaki pari yang sodapnyo haih. Lebih-lebih lagi bila makan ngan nasi panas. Sedap.




Can afford only hot milo, huhu....

p/s: so happy coz I finally found the shoes I like. Hihi... (senyum sampai telinga)

Saturday, January 01, 2011

1.1.11

What a beautiful date! All in one. However, this beautiful date signifies something that I prefer to call it ugly. It tells me that my holiday is taking its toll.

Yes, we ARE at the very beginning of the new Year 2011 and it means that I must return to the university to study and study and study. Oh, how I find myself to be at the end of my holiday and truthfully, I am feeling sad. The new semester is starting. Sob, sob, sob...Tonight, I will depart from KT bus station to Nilai.

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No more fooling around with my siblings,

no more making big fuss over nothing, 

no more making stupid noises that annoy our parents, 

no more playing ridiculous games with our precious cats Goldie and Bubu,

 no more staying up late just for internet surfing until we get scolded because the modem gets very hot, 

no more sleeping so soundly up until 10 a.m. (after pray subuh), 

and no more watching Supernatural until we got forced to go to sleep by our own drowsiness.



Huh, what a sweet bunch of sweet memories we siblings
 had had for the past few weeks and today
 has come to terminate it all. Urgh! (stomping feet)


I remember what my parent said last night, "Hm, kekgi Kak Nor ngan Din takdok, sunyi ar ghumoh," (If kak nor and Din have gone, the house would be so quiet). Yes, indeed. It was me and my brother always drum up the racket in this house. Well what to do? We just have to leave the house and all the funs and joys we had together in it for the sake of knowledge.




     Goldie, ottokaji?

p/s: aku selalu rasa semacam bila tyme nak naik bas. aku ada satu perasaan dendam kat hentian bas   terengganu tu (bodoh kan nak berdendam ngan bangunan yang tak bernyawa, dia buat salah ape kat aku?). entah, maybe sebab tempat tu adalah tempat yang menyaksikan perpisahan aku dan famili aku bile nak berlepas (berlepas?) berangkat ke Nilai. But maybe the grudge will vanish someday, I hope so (coz there's  no use to have grudges against something inanimated)

mellow melodies

where you can reach me.

where you can reach me.

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