Waking up to another day of journal-reading in the lab. I don't know why but every time I wake up in the mornings of weekdays, I feel so lazy to get out of bed. I feel lonely. You know what, every time it's Sunday, I wish to reach Friday so soon!! I want holiday! I don't want to drive to campus. But if everyday is a holiday, where is the joy of living? But this is, this is not what I want. I always feel trapped all the time. I do try hard to escape, but every time I almost got the way out, everything seems wrong. I just don't know why!!!!!
Why am I being a COWARD??!!!!