Thursday, July 31, 2014

Stupid.

There are times when I feel like violating all rules and let out the wild me. Sometimes I just want to put on some heavy make-up, don some pretty and fancy clothes, put on a pair of stylish shoes and  wander and gambol around carelessly while sprinkling that dusts of confidence and poise that make everyone aware of it. Yes, I love attention and I loathe pretentious smiles. I love to make people look at me in awe and sometimes throw some honest compliments. Well, that's just a bit whore of me.



But then I realize that that is not the real me. I should be someone with definite sets of dreams and undivided focus in whatever I am doing. Yes Jannah pull yourself together!! Be someone who can contribute to the world and to your Islam. 




So stop being stupid and buck up!






yes, noob photoshopper








Tuesday, July 29, 2014

One year ahead

I just can't shake the feelings that I am going through a dangerous path with a dangerous pace. I need to master this thing and make the best out of it. Yes, Jannah keep up the pace and make sure things are sailing all along. What you are doing is carrying such a huge responsibility and you need to complete the quest in time. It is something noble and needs to be done. It is a big responsible though alongside you'll face tremendous amount of pain, ordeals and sufferings. No pain no gain. You need to pull yourself together and try to put your bestest foot forward to realizing your dream. There is one year to go and you need to put your best way.. Way to go Heaven!!!!






Ummm no. That would be to preposterous and crazyyy

Old Days


Seronok semua tengok gambar lama. Hahahahahaha.






Ammar gelak tak hengat dunia masa tengok gambar Uda dia. Rambut rock owhhh.





Haaaa orang Sabak Bernam sampai doh pagi tadi. Sedondon terrrr




Selfie 3 generasi Gen X Gen Y Gen Z




Oii mengidam bakso, laksa penang dan tekwan lahhhh!!!

Monday, July 28, 2014

Aidilfitri 2014

It was malam raya and aku rasa malas ya amat nak kemas rumah. Rela lepak atas katil layan Big Bang Theory. I heart you Sheldon Cooper!! Serious ini adalah suatu infatuation yang dahsyat. Sekejap je kot. Coz I tend to change my subject of interest over time. Blurghhhhh.




Then after my sis bugged me and asked me to help her along, aku pun join la kemas umah. Masa malas nak kemas ya Allah malas nak arwah bak ang. Tapi once da stat memang semangat! Habis ceruk area rumah nak sapu, nak susun, and organize barang-barang. Daebak!!! Bila buat kerja gotong royong ramai2 memang menjadi. Habis bersinar satu rumah. Wahahahahahaha.







Keluarga Kami.




Keluarga Moklong




Ceria cerialah selalu




 Orang Sabak Bernam hantar gambo ikut wasap ngehehehe



Habis dah cerita raya pertama. Kbai. Salam.

Sunday, July 27, 2014

Family


Ahoyyyy familyku sayang







Finally seme da ada. Bukak poser orang baju kuning yg belanja kuikuikuuii. 

Thursday, July 24, 2014

Autologous Kiplingite

Hoi umur da tua da hoi!!!



Yes I am 25. 





Hey mr baboon kenapa jelir-jelir kat ai?? Mentang-mentang la ai da tua kan??? Peh.






Hadiah ohsem dari kawan-kawan ohsem. Thanks la kat kome. Kite ingat kat UMT ni takde org sayang kite. Rupanya ada. Terharu alhamdulillah. (Beg merah tu hadiah autologous i.e. the giver and the recipient are the same person ngiahahahaha) 





Menghabiskan saki baki kerja lab. 




Selfie sebelum balik beraya. Jumpa lagi next two weekss!! Jangan rindu-rinduan.

Monday, July 21, 2014

No matter what, PERSEVERE!

20 july : fast breaking with 3 glasses of pomegranate juice and 1 glass of hot milk tea. Then ate a small portion of rice with meat.

After trawikh drank another 1 cup of hot milk tea. Before slept took 2 glasses of sky juice

21 July : ate mango slices with 2 glasses of cold sky juice. Ate nothing more for sahr.

Morning of 21 July, got tight pants easy to wear. A bit happy. Positive mind that can lose some more weight.

Sunday, July 20, 2014

Envy.

Salam.


Terkadang merasa cemburu dan dengki saat melihat rakanku terlebih ke depan berbanding diriku sedangkan perlumbaan lari marathon itu berlaku serentak. Aku pincang. Tidak sepatutnya aku merasa sebegitu benci dan dengki kerana kami, walau berada pada landasan yg sama, namun masing masing menelusuri track yg berbeza. Maka halangan dan dugaan pon seharusnyalah berbeza.



Lagipun,  permulaan kami pun da berbeza. Aku bermula dengan rasa rebellious yg menebal. Mau atau tak mau-keduanya saling berperang tak mahu kalah. Maka kerjabuatnya jadi x menentu, tak ada tentu dan arah. Sedangkan dia permulaannya manis, lembut dan licin. Di mataku mungkin. Siapa tahu lara di hati, sedang luaran hanya manis terpangkin.



Nah maka perjalanan ini tidak wajar dibanding. Manakan sama rendang dengan serunding. Mungkin saja isinya daging, namun end product nya lain. Cukup lain. Mungkin perjalanan ku sebasah rendang. Dan perjalannya seorang sahabat itu sekering serunding. Maka jalan untuk rendang menjadi kering bak serunding memerlukan lebih usaha dan haba kesungguhan. Baru lah layak terbanding.

 
Sayang, tak seharusnya kau mula membanding dan merasa terkurang. Kamu berdua berbeda. Mana mungkin suatu yg berbeda pengakhirannya serupa. Ingat itu. Ingat pesanku




Saturday, July 19, 2014

Ultimate Conundrum

4 days now. After that gruesome series of colon-cleaning last week, it went static now. Sad. I've been dealing with this matter for quite some time.

A little bit too much

Be a Tomboy Step 1.jpg



Sometimes, I am a bit of a tomboy. Coz I love men's stuffs like when I went surfing idly on watches or bags or shoes, I tend to be attracted to masculine designs or patterns. I don't like bright colours like most girls would opt for since I'd subconsciously pick something of darker hues like dark chocolate and blueblack, or earthy colours like light brown and khaki. It's been one of my eccentric nature since I was small. Maybe because I have 3 men in my family (2 brothers and a father) and I often look up to them hence caught some bad habit of following them. Ahahhaa. Fyi I even love the smell of Dashing body talc (men's talc) that I'd rub the whitey powder all over my body (you say I am crazy don't you).



I still remember when I was in Standard 2 if I am not mistaken. I had this dark brown pencil case which I love the most and I treasured it for quite some time (years to be exact). Kids of my age would prefer pink or yellow as their fav color, but me, I was different. Yeah, and one other thing is I am so attached to my belongings- I can cling on to the same thing for a great deal of time. Like the Scholl shoes I got as a present for my graduation day in 2012 and still wearing it till today (almost 2 years already!). yeah I love my stuffs and I really dont like changes so I am prone to keeping things much longer than most people. 




As for bags, I  love sling bags, the one you drape across your body that somehow makes you look kind of cool. Unlike other friends of mine, they would prefer hobo bags, or shoulder bags. Nah, I don't like those types. Hehehe. Kind of macho if you have the sling bag on your body. It's fashionable dude.





bergaya gile bile pompuan pakai crossbody. siyes nampak casual and spontaneous. It is a relaxing way of fashion.







Somehow the way a tomboy dresses up is way much better than any average feminine ladies since these so-called feminine ladies have their outfit are often the results of wanting to bear some skins and appear flaunting to grab boys' attentions. Unlike tomboys, they dress not to impress but to feel comfortable in them. Not saying that we should be tomboy, it's just the way they protect themselves with boyish outfit is actually much more comforting to me. Well everyone is entitled to their own opinion aight?








Yeah it's agyness deyn and I love her style!!


Thursday, July 17, 2014

Kebersalahan

Ade ke word macam tu dalam Bahasa Melayu? Grrrr. Main hentam saje kau ek? Takpe la diknon. Hentam pon hentamlah, asal jangan hentam sampai kemek macam budak CDM25 hentam keta ajushi Cina sudah. Hahahaha trending kau. Tak memasal jadi popular for the absolutely wrong reason.





Saat aku tiba di makmal siswazah yang sunyi, aku melihat kelibat dua orang sahabatku yang berjalan keluar dari lab itu. Tetibe rasa bersalah. Dalam seminggu ni datang hari Khamis je. Lolnye. Sakit perut nyer pasal terpaksa took another day off semalam. Alhamdulillah ujian Allah ade makna dan hikmahnya. Kau jangan cuba nak persoalkan. Jangan kau coba. Okay baiklah. 




Masuklah sorang aku ke dalam lab yang zero population. Sepi dowh. Bunyi aircond pun tak berapa nak dengar. Hum. Apelah aku nak buat hari ni. Tak ade mood la pulak. Grrr. Melanguk depan laptop jelah gamaknya. Sebab tulah aku agak reluctant nak amik cuti dua hari lepas. One of the reasons is I tend to have less impact in terms of efforts when I go into hiatus. Not only my body will be in hiatus, my mind also tend to go to the same mode. And just so you know, it is HARD to get back to the same momentum ever again. Lagi-lagi bila kau datang lab hari Khamis macam rini. Ape je ko bleh buat? Rasanya pegi kacau Dr jelah kot hahahaha.





Hatiku poros, seporos scaffold tissue iniiii.................













Wednesday, July 16, 2014

Gut Matter

Went to Banting and picked wrong choice of foods till got diarrhoea at the end of the day. Splendid.





But the silver lining is, I finally get to clean my gut till my stomach went flat.






Budak kene tinggal 3 hari. Buat muka comel pulak lepas makan kerepek kucing





Homestay Banting. Ade kucing menempel kat Din. Planes lalu every minute and looked as if they were roaming steadily on top of our roof. Slow je pergerakan. Maybe sebab planes terbang rendah.





Selfie with budak Banting yang demam. Last2 ended up suffering diarrhoea just like me, my mom and brother due to the rendang ayam. Allah akan balas orang yang meniaga tak jujur kat bazaar. Seharian merana atas jalan raya terkejar2 masuk toilet tengah2 bulan poser. Very drained our energy to the very end of the day. 









Budak kene denda tak bleh makan KFC sebagai denda sebab lawan cakap orang tua. Frankly was feeling a bit kesian kat dia but sebab nak ajar dia punya pasal, aku terpaksa berbuat sedemikian. Biar dia rasa.

Sunday, July 13, 2014

Nightmare


Muka cuak kena tegur ngan imaginary SV yang bernama Yamapi (so much imagination for anthropomorphic being)






Yeah though it might sound crazy, I used to dream of having Yamapi as my supervisor (yep crazy and creepy at the same time). What a bullshit. I even had an argument with this Yamapi supervisor about why did I not go to a conference. The worst part was I did actually believe that that Yamapi really was my sv (and the thought alone was too histerical) until I finally woke up. 





Yep that's me. LOL.








Thursday, July 10, 2014

Super creature

Hi peeps.


I've been living my life loving and growing fond of cats. They make awesome companions. In fact there are so many reasons why our own prophet Muhammad saw love kitties. They are cute, adorable, playful and protective. 




Here are some awesome stories of awesome cats which I found to be ......... awesome!!! (Awesomeness overloaded!!)




1- JessiCat



A wonderful story of a cat who gives voice to his owner




Ever heard of a boy who was having selective mutism who finally saved by his cat named Jessi?  Lorcan Dilon was a boy who suffer a psychological disorder in which he does not speak to anyone, not even to his own mom. Sad, is it not? Then his mom thought of giving a cat to his dear son as a companion, hoping that Lorcan will not be lonely since he hardly talk to anywho. 








The little child with slight autism then grew very fond of this cat named Jessi. They spend a lot of time together.  They played together and sometime Lorcan would even read stories to cute Jessi and Jessie happily rest her paw in Lorcan's palm.  surprisingly, after some time living their playful life together, Lorcan gradually overcame his mutism and he even started to speak at school - something he'd never done before.  His first sentence of "I love you"  uttered to Jessi made his mom happy. It was such a good progress.






Te amo Jessi. Tu es mui linda!!!!





Jessi was a hero. She was true companion.




2) Tara the Hero cat





Jeremy with his hero, Tara.



Quite recently, there was news aired regarding a heroic tale of a little kitty named Tara who saved his little friend. There was a video showing the CCTV footage of a boy who was carefreely playing with his bike in the front yard of his home when suddenly a guard dog probably thrice the size of the boy which was owned by the neighbour suddenly attacked the innocent boy. It was gonna be a grotesque scene if Tara the cat did not come to the boy's rescue. Yes you read me- a cat saved a boy from a savage dog!!! It was jaw dropping and amazing. Tara was swooshing like a flash and hit the rabid dog like a wrecking ball ahah! She had absolutely no fear at all. She put her own life on line to save her best friend. See how protective a cat can be?? Amazing subhanallahh. Luckily Jeremy only had small injury that he had about 5-6 stitches on his leg. He recovered quite rapidly.




Tara the magnificent beast. Rawr!!



And by the way, the dog should be shot to death. It wasn't a guard dog it was a rabid dog someone please kill the dog!!! (Grrrr)



Tara was a stray cat who was taken home by a pair of lovely couple who found her at a park. The cat had  eventually become their boy's little friend since the day she climbed up the boy's crib and curled up beside him (awww so cute!). That was the kick start for the very unusual bond between a street cat and a boy.
Yay cat!! Cats are heroic monsters!




I think cats have this some kind of lion syndrome when they see themselves as mighty as lions. Well, they are brothers, coming from the same ancestor




3) Bob the Cat





Yeaayyyy I love Bob the cat! Bob the cat is awesome! 

 
An English busker who lives his life performing musics on his guitar in the city of London had his life changed after he met Bob the street cat.




James Bowen was a homeless man with a record of drug abuse. He plays music in the streets to make sure his ends meet. Buskers did not make much, do they? While he was going through a series of rehab, he bumped into a ginger cat with an injury at his leg, probably caused by a fight with other cats. Feeling a sense of pity, James brought the cat home and put some medication on him. After the cat healed, he wouldn't leave. The cat hid in his building and seemed to be following him around. James finally thought of keeping the cat as his own. He named the cat Bob. That is how Bob the cat gets his name. 





Who could ever resist the cute googly eyes of a fine cat draped in a scarf like this??



The cat was so loyal that he'd follow everywhere James go. James would carry Bob the cat on his shoulder and it was a peculiar yet tad magical sight when a cat rest very comfortably on its owners the way birds usually do. That had really made people turn heads. Cats dont rest on shoulders but this one cat is totally extraordinary. Bob even accompanied James buskering in city of London. Surprisingly, money came in like crazy when Bob started being a part of James' life. People got stunned over the sight of a cat loyally sitting by his owner at the street playing music. Kids and women would approach him and pat his head and stroke his fur. Pedestrians will offer some food and scarfs to Bob to fight the chilling weather. People got more generous with Bob accompanying him at work. It was a touching and amazing story that James Bowen finally get to publish a book about his life after crossing ways with the little furball. The book had even become best sellers! I am definitely gonna buy one. 







The fact that Bob was so loyal that he wouldn't stay away from his owner always baffles me. It was something special; his loyalty is,




The story of James and Bob the street cat had inspired so many people out there. The precious values of friendship and love between two creatures  had shed gallons of tears. I take my hats off for Bob. Bob, you are amazing. You are so amazing. 



"The every moment Bob stepped into my life, I had never been better. He saved me from my misery and I am lonely no more. Sure if Bob can speak, he would say the same,"  -paraphrased from original quote





4) Terrific cat takers



There was a story about a cat who felt the strong sense of belonging and protectiveness towards his owner had attacked a girl who happened to be a babysitter. A CCTV had it all recorded in the footage. It was all over YouTube (Cat attacks babysitter). 




It was funny and cute at a certain degree. The cat heard a sound of breaking glass and a crying voice hence hurried to the living room when he finally caught a glimpse of a stranger (the babysitter) tending to the broken glass on the floor which was caused by the little boy when he suddenly threw a plush toy and hit the glass which was sitting precariously at the edge of a table. The cat saw the little boy crying and maybe he thought the babysitter was trying to harm the little boy hence the girl was seen as a threat. Out of warning, the cat attacked the babysitter so angrily as if she was some kind of a criminal. The cat was in rage, and the girl was in a dire state of fright. What so funny was when there was another cat trying to finish the fight by approaching the black rabid cat who seemed to be over protective of his owner and tried to cool things down. I laughed so hard at the thought of the scene. CUTE!!!!!!!!!!




Spot that cute little black cat in his act of defending the little boy



I can somehow relate all these amazing stories to my own life. We have cats and cats really care for us. They will protect us and have this special cat-human relationship. Cats understand us, given appropriate amount of time. My cat understands what I say. It's just human that do not really get to fathom cats' speech hehehe. Cats also have intelligence and they have good memories. No matter how far you leave your cats, they surely will find their way back home. My cat once had chased a stray dog away from our  yard. Brave enough aight for someone that size? 






Yes I thank Allah for the amazing creature named CATS. CatterrifiC!!






Tuesday, July 08, 2014

Stomp

Semalam aku berebut turn buat UV-Vis dengan sorang lecturer ni. Masa tu aku baru je masuk dalam MKO nak measure pH buffer aku. Tak sampai seminit aku melilau-lilau cari plug untuk on mesin pH tu, aku dengar suara orang panggil,


"Sapa sini nama Jannah?"


Aku pun berpaling.



Eh dia ni macam tau-tau je aku nak masuk sini. Ataupun, ini adalah suratan? Hehe. The one who called for my name happened to be a lecturer ( I guess so from the look). Subconsciously I addressed him Dr. He was asking whether or not he can do the instrument before me. I was reluctant at first since I already booked for the whole week although Mr Madi didn't seem to approve my usage for 5 consecutive days. But then, luckily I had something else to tend to so I gave up my turn up till 4 pm. That's why I ended up doing the reading in a rush. But Allah is the great planner. I got the best result from the one I did in the rush. Hopefully acceptable lah.





Weird labradoodles





Friday, July 04, 2014

New Crash

I was introduced to this American sitcom by my sister. When I first accidentally watched one of the episodes, what came to my mind was "What a geek show," Well, that was because the dialogues in The Big Bang Theory sitcom were too rife with scientific terminologies and it took me quite a time to actually process the data. My first impression regarding this sitcom was it revolves around the life of a geek microcosm of people and they were perhaps high school students. However, it was surprising when finally I found out they are actually a bunch of physicists who work at a university in California. Waw, so much for being a judgmental person. Haha. 




I love this sitcom for several reasons. The fact that they are a bunch of scientists living a geeky life with those scientific stuffs going around is quite cool. Maybe coz I myself am a scientist so I can relate the references they had in their conversations. Though at times there were some references were too hard to comprehend. Furthermore, you get to enhance your knowledge in science. Things like Valium, epinephrine, dopamine, amygdala, asymptote, reversed tangent, carrageenan and Doppler effects are among the familiar things in the field of science which were pronounced in the series. The thing about Doppler effect was so funny coz I still remember the syllabus from my matriculation in USIM where Cikgu ARHO taught us the difference in effect of sound wave with the distance of the observer. He gave us an accurate example of the sound made by F1 cars which deteriorates with the distance traveled. 






Funny Sheldon






Another thing that makes me fall in love with this drama is the strength of the characters. 







Sheldon Cooper was portrayed as a genius physicist who appears to be arrogant, self-centred and a wacko. He is someone who obeys protocols and always bore his friends with his Mr-Know-it-all attitude. Sheldon is like a robot who comes with a manual, according to Howard. He is someone who thinks the world revolves around him and that makes him an annoying person. However, the ability of Jim Parsons to make this annoying character into a loveable character is something amazing.  Yes at first you need to admit that Sheldon is a narcissistic brat who thinks of nothing but himself but then, at the end of it, you'll see how adorable he can be. He has so many idiosyncrasies that make you wanna strangle him but at times his attitude is like that of a child that you may eventually grow fond of this character. 






He even has his own 'spot' where nobody is not supposed to sit in. Too much of being an eccentric man





I also love other characters as well. Leonard, Penny, Howard an Raj. They make such a good circle of life...




Thursday, July 03, 2014

Idiosyncracy



Weird or peculiar behaviour of a person -----> IDIOSYNCRASY





Everybody has their own whimsical side of life. At times, they will behave peculiarly that most people will find it annoying or disgusting. Hahhaa. Somehow, being weird is an added value. If you are bland and serious, or maybe a clean freak or like the ones who obey all the rules and do things by following a rigid set of protocols, you are BORING. Let some weird behaviours of yours leak out to make yourself more colourful and wonderful! Trust me, you can add other strings to your circle of friends in life.




Just like me myself, I have this weird habit of watching the same thing over and over again. When I get a hold of great movies or dramas, I'll just stick to it and watch them until I can remember almost all dialogue from them!!! Ugh is it not enough evidence of being a wacko? I just dont know why I became like this coz its weird you know to be craving to watch the same thing again and again that I am close to being an otaku. Yeah you read it right. OTAKU means those nerds/geeks who are obsessed with one topic that they will do a thorough research until one point they are being too preoccupied. To most people, it is boring to watch the same thing again and again. To me, it is me being me. Hahaha. Apart from the disturbing fact that I love watching the same movies/dramas, I also love to sleep with the dramas on my laptop playing till it stops by itself and by that time I already went into snoring series of sleep. Crazy right?





Other idiosyncrasy I found myself to be stuck in is the fact that I love talking to myself. Kahkahkah. I used to be so talkative inside the toilet during my degree studies that my friend whose room was adjacent to the toilet confronted me and asking who on earth did I talk to inside the toilet. Of course the question was rhetorical. I just smiled at the thought of me being a total wackadoodle. It was creepy. Yeah, indeed it was. Well, this idiosyncrasy is the thing that defines me. Talking to myself is therapeutic. Others may find drinking a cup of hot coffee, listening to classical musics or taking a stroll along the beautiful beach can be calming and tranquilizing, but for me, yeah, I got my own ways of treating my own illusions and delusions, rages or unsatisfactory feeling in life, of which I cannot spill all to people around me just like that. Of course I do talk to real people, but sometimes, it's much moreeee relieving to have that monologue with my inner self.






Other thing would be the unbridled passion of taking pictures and make some random posts in my blog since I have been leaving this blog for quite a time so I started to feel guilty and to feel the void of not being able to write something, I made this post. Enjoy this random pics and have fun guys!






Calming view from top of my car. Splendid! This was taken when I had done my works in IMB






 In room of our SV. we saw this poster on the wall. cute isn't it? Mi amigo mesti bangga. Masa ni tengah duduk atas lantai tolong Dr buat keje.






Nota untuk paper publications. Banyaknye Dr tulis.... Hmmm.







Cik Bella yg suka pakai selendang dan suka bercakap. she sure is a cheerleader in our team.





Gila-gila budak lab (Lab IMB). Felo USIM tapi belajar kat UMT and pakai labcoat UNISZA. what an irony hahahahha







Cryogenic storage: NITROGEN TANKs. temperature is minus 320 degree F below zero. Beware of FROSTBITE







Sarang tebuan yang cantik gile with the details on the surface of the hive. AWESOME!!! Tapi dangerous.






Tried cooking cashew chicken. Bolehlah tahan.... Hahahha





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