today i got a bit flustered by the fact that what happened didn't meet our expectations. we were so ready, we were so happy by the mere fact alone, but in the end it didn't happened as we wished. that is why they say don't get so overwhelmed by something that even we aren't sure about. when i got sad, i would sleep. and i will play piano. oh how i wish to learn how to play the left hand side of piano. i guess i'm too good (as a piano novice) to be able to play the right hand part of the song. i couldn't seem to be able to play with both hands. so disappointing. i must say that it is a bless to be able to play piano by ears - it's called perfect pitch. it is said to be a rare ability and the occurrences are not that often.