Wednesday, April 27, 2016

rolling with punches.

pos kepam masam. lols, pasal pegi Penang itu hari.

well, sapa tak suka food. iye dok? haha.

amount of food per person for one year duration. pretty shocking to see how much we consume per year. the amount is staggering, to me at least.

wundebar!!! big selection of lauk pauk here at nasi kandar section. the food display was so surreal i felt like grabbing them and shove into my mouth. lols. and to see how those foam and/ or clay made faux food defying the gravity really gave me the chills. hehe.

top image showing lavish food scattered all over the silver table. ever think of sprinkling and sputtering those golden glitters on you plate? well, there it was - food garnished with golden drizzles. those food displays were actually inspired from several actual occurrences all over the world. fantastich innit? to me, it was too much. it's vainglorious and quite a braggadocio enough to have eaten and drank from golden plates and glasses, let alone eating them! by the way, it is forbidden in Islam. it's what we call exaggerating and spending money by a way which is probably best defined as nonchalantly ridiculous.  the one image on lower left showed us how blind colour people viewing the food around them. kawaisoooo~ so please be grateful of your nikmat penglihatan. the last image showed the condition of rotten food. ewww, it was too stimulating with all the dead roaches and all those molds building up. blurghhH!

i really hope i could have eaten that gigantic bowl of laksa penang then. grrrrr! it looked damn delicious! and i could surely gobble that whole mangkuk of ayaq batu campuqqq. simply tantalizing dude.

dont take my chocolada! yeah for one that IS one BIG lada aka chili.

help yourself for seconds. lols.

this one food display really touched my heart. it was pitiful to see sharks being tortured by greedy humans for their fins. say NO to shark fins. you'll only make these creatures suffering in their habitat. 

that beautiful and artistic street painting scribbled and doodled all over the narrow streets - one of the must-visit landmarks there in Penang. Penangites surely are daring for having such tenacity to be snapping photos there in the middle of the forever hectic road. phew, just be careful not getting hit by any swooshing car. hahaa.

then Ema took me for some pasembur at Padang Kota.

leklek by the bay. so hot by the way. but so many people coming and roaming about the bay. 

ciao for now. see you around next time, Penang. felt so happy to spend such a short visit there in Penang. thanks Ema. don't be sad ma friend!! sayonara. mata ne!

beauty and the beach.

kbai. sengaja test spek baru. gaahhaha (takde motip)

Saturday, April 23, 2016


I've been thinking a lot lately. Had I 1 million dollars in my account, I'd settle all my study debt and give some to my parents while spending the rest of it to migrate. I've always considered living as a volunteer who'd travel all over the world to do charity, to help people from poverty and to help people ease their life.

But then again, how'd I ever obtain that 1 million dollars? It's almost impossible. It's more like a wishlist. Hahaha. What I can do right now is to further my PhD study and to muster all knowledge as much as my brain can bear in order to upgrade myself to be a better person. I must not overthink and I should not overload my brain to consider things too seriously that I could risk losing my mind. To become a lecturer is not like eating a cake. You need to struggle. You need to read and have broad kknowledge not only in Chemistry but also in other fields.

To me, chemistry is such an interesting subject/field of study, but it requires one to be methodical and meticulous in carrying out those labworks. Another thing that makes Chemistry fun and enjoyable is for one to be able to get access to all high-end instruments for one to freely carry out those tests and characterizations. What makes me feel so bad about labworks is that the attitude of people in the lab who'd rather blame you than educate you in doing what's right. Yes of course, everyone is bound to make mistakes once in a while but can't you just let it slide when other people make mistakes? Even you do mistakes in your life. Would you be happy if  people won't forgive you after the mistake you do? I just cannot brain how people would just diss others just because of the mistake they do and didn't care to provide room of forgiveness to them. This is the attitude that can thwart good research culture. It's sad and downright cruel.

All in all, I must try to be mature and professional in my future study. When you grow older, you cannot expect to have other people to always be there to guide you to teach you tell you what's wrong what's right. But then again, there are times when we cannot rely on our own and we are expected to ask those who knows when we come to stumbling block. All I can say, there is fine line between being independent and being humble and refer the experts. How confusing is that?

Thursday, April 14, 2016

ikhlas milik Allah.

malam ni in sha Allah berkelana ke utara untuk beberapa hari. niat untuk mengembara mencari ilmu dunia. betapa merasa malu dan kerdil kerana diri ini lebih gigih mencari ilmu duniawi berbanding ukhrawi. semoga Allah merahmati dan melindungi diri ini untuk terus berusaha memperbaiki diri yang hina lagi berkelana di bumi-Nya yang serba indah dan penuh rahmat ini. 

tadi sempat berjumpa wani. orang tengah neves nak viva kita pegi kacau pulak dia dengan mek bella dekat bilik biruni tu. nampak jugak wani neves. hehe. harap kehadiran kami boleh redakan kegusaran hati wani. hehe. semoga lulus cemerlang untuk viva. good luck all the best!!! geng gebus gebasss fighting!!!!! lolss.

p/s: mungkin nada bergurau, tapi I took it seriously (or maybe it is PMS). coz certain things are not to be mocked. please respect that.

Friday, April 08, 2016

Issey miyake and Narciso Rodriguez (for her)

Semalam singgah kedai perfume. Ala yg RM10 sebotol tu. Saje je nak try perfume baru. Nak beli yg ori? Maunya beratus. Amik la bau issey Miyake sbb dalam tenet ni antara brand yg terkenal. Bau bunga orh... ladylike sangat. Rasa dari dulu lagi aku cuba cari inspired perfume by narcisso rodriguez tu tapi sampai la ni x jumpa2. Hemmm

tips memilih perfume: kene bau dulu, baru decide nak pilih. jangan main baca review. your eyes and your nose are two different senses. and if possible, kalau boleh sembur, sembur.... lepas tu jalan round2 mall dalam setengah jam, see whether you love the base notes of the perfume. hehe... sebab bau first yg kita bau tu sekejap je. yg akan linger around ialah bau base notes. haaaa...... and mostly all perfumes have similar base notes, usually being musk or vanilla. so, happy perfume hunting!

Thursday, April 07, 2016


isu hari ni. rice cake.

chapssaltteok can mean rice cake - literally. but in some culture, it can mean something else aka double meaning, like some kind of a figure of speech. it could also serve as an euphemism for something too blunt or too embarrassing to be spoken blatantly. take the Korean culture for example. chapssaltteok can mean rice cake and also ____ . carilah sendiri. lols.

hari ni aku pegi buat spek. kat mydin. mak aih mahal la spek skang. maklumlah zaman GST haramjadah. dear GST. please die soon. hmm. yg basic kanta putih pun da RM400++. Tak masuk lagi kalu nak tempah spek transition glass yg jadi hitam bile kene panas. total up frame ngan kanta da dekat RM1000. what????? mahal gile. frame plastik je bhai. tang mana mahal pun aku tak tahu. hummm. 

macam takde point pun penulisan aku. bila tangan gatal, macam ni lah jadinya. 

acah2 hipster brangan nak pakai spek prada. RM1200+ frame sahaja woiiii. grrr.

Wednesday, April 06, 2016

brownee main hentam sajee...

that feeling when your youngest brother wanted to have all your pieces of badly cooked 
brownies sampai nak bawak satu bekas ke sekolah esoknya... melting like hot chocolate kot. heh.

chocolate ke chocolada??? *Germany pronounciation*

Tuesday, April 05, 2016


calming view of Pantai Tok Jembal. but a bit sad to see some changes.

yeeehaaa..... yeayy. hepi orang tu bleh mandi air garam. 

oi budak. cari ikan ke?

ye kak. ikan besar ni ha. (yelah tu)

air pasang pagi surut pukul lima. emak bangun pagi siram pokok bunga. nyanyi budak2 sambil kaut ikan. lols.

comel nye model2 kite nie. awww~ i like this snap.

kakak ipar yg sangat comel

adik2 ipar yg lagi besaq dari kakaknya haha.

kelakar gambar si adik kat belakang tu. cenonet je. hahaa.

si gemok. muka bengis kalah singa. huh!

si galok. 


aik? sambung berendam?

phuhh, lawa model posing...

galok sokmo hok nie.

eh. tadi galok, ni bekeng plok. ammboi!

mellow melodies

where you can reach me.

where you can reach me.