Thursday, June 30, 2016
Saturday, June 25, 2016
Thursday, June 23, 2016
Wednesday, June 22, 2016
jam menunjukkan pukul 6.15 pm. kucapai henfon asusku lalu whatsapp uncle sam teksi yg sebelumnya sudah kuhubungi,
i grinned forcefully while tilting my sight to my left. my face started to contort with sense of displease, which i could hardly suppress. like when you try to shove all your one-week worth of clothing and other things into one tiny small backpack.
"hm, i don't know. maybe i need to get to know him. befriend him, see how he talks, see how he faces problem. see how could he get mad. blablabla,"
kita bakorr jew!
Monday, June 20, 2016
Monday, June 13, 2016
Sunday, June 12, 2016
Jammy went home and grabbed her phone. She then had her headphones on. The banging songs from her favorite songs were heard from 1 meter distance. And yet she always asked people why did her ears hurt so much. Lol.
Friday, June 10, 2016
Thursday, June 09, 2016
Dosa kedua ibu bapaku.
Rahmati dan kasihi mereka seperti mereka kasihi aku.
Terimalah taubatku Ya Allah.
Jauhkan aku dari sikap riak dan takabbur.
Lindungi kami dari azab kubur dan api neraka.
Berikan kami husnul khotimah...
Jauhkan dari suk ul khotimah.
Sihatkan tubuh badanku.
Jauhkan aku dr api neraka.
Permudahkan jodoh dan jadikanlah jodohku itu penyejuk mata penenang jiwa.
Dan selamatkan aku dr dosa2 besar. Dan tetapkanlah hati ini dengan iman.
Tuesday, June 07, 2016
Let's jump!! Jump to the sky!!
Bulan puase ni jom kita tingkatkan amalan. Don't look back. Always seek to improve yourself. Even when you have mounts of sins, Allah's forgiveness never is limited. Always think positive of all things.
Lesson learnt: nobody will bring you happiness. You yourself are responsible for your own happiness. There is a saying that if one is unhappy when being single, don't expect to be happy once getting married. Jannah. Be happy with your life. No matter how hard it may seem.
I used to be removing all those bad memories from my mind. Like trying to think in the way that as if those bad and painful episodes of life never happened to me. Like I'm creating another dimension of life and see myself as another being in another less harmful parallel universe. Wow so much for tbbt references. The postulated alternate universes. Intriguing. Thanks Dr Cooper.
But when I got problems, those bad memories suddenly pop up out of nowhere. I tend to rewind those bad memories, as if I suddenly got off the wagon from the rail of my alternate dimension to that of the real dimension/universe. It's so hurtful. It seems like the pretense won't last long. Cos bad memories will always serve as bad memories. No more no less.
Nevertheless, always seek to perceive things in a good way. Please be positive. Life is not all sweet all good. You need to embrace the cold truth....
P/s; i started listening to Bangtan Boys because of their upbeat songs and catchy sounds until i realized their lyrics were so powerful they could move you. It is indeed amazing most people can actually relate to those lyrics which were penned by the members themselves. The song titled Jump especially touches my heart in a fantastic way coz i somehow could feel a strong connection with the lyrics. I heart Bangtan Sonyeondan....