my destiny is approaching me. i don't like it but i had to bear with it. don't know till when should i keep going. nobody wanted to listen to me, nor to understand me. they only see what they wanted to see. they wanted me to be what they wanted me to be, instead of trying to support me into being what i want to be. don't know what hurts more; being incapable of living my own dream, or forcing myself to live other's dream.